The only person you should trust is your road brother and yourself

I had a somewhat epiphany, earlier this morning. SheWolf was on her way to send me her monthly dues for the Knytes, when her mom gets chest pains, So right now I think, is it or isn't it? Thing she don't seem to grip too tightly is no money the club uses in part to pay for the shop, and me, then I could just maintain , myself and less dependency means weaning of interest. Meaning that wedding on August could get pushed away a bit. Its called loyalty and dedication, if the Club can't depend on you to do something, difficult, then if its simple how can we depend on you for something easy for the organization. Thing is the organization always has plan B is the wider view. It's like the people and I read many in secessionist part Facebook party amongst others. There is always something on facebook, with some cause or causes. As long as no one asks for, or has to put up funds for something , oh its great. However, ask for someone to draw out their wallet and send our organization that is dedicated to southern preservation and hisory, not to mention restoration to help us maintain our radio network, both on line and over the air, and the appeal to say the least is like somebody souring the morning milk. Like wise, few weeks ago, right before my meltdown, I met with my Cousin in Farmington Utah. Thereupon she showed me a check for some $538.00 or some such. I was about to skeedaddle, except the check was made out to her Dad aka my 1st Cousin. I said I could cash that. She said the next day that she was going to have lunch with some legal eagle who could sort it out, okay fine, seems like a dud grenade, but I thought why show me something, if it can't be used? Oh well see what happens. But it goes, don't support on anybody except your road brother, your Club, and yourself. 
Hold on the day ain't done. 
ttyly