Tizz the season to be happy fala la la la, ah humbug

The night eases into twilight. The weather is zero or very close. As for me here I sit in the Wolf's Lair all alone watching LAFF TV, and another several times ran , rerun. To add insult to injury I am forced to view ads for junk products and services that hide like cockroaches when the light shines. So then getting ready for bed, I remember a slightly heated discussion with SheWolf earlier in the evening. She did not believe me I was in court most of the day. No I'm not getting bound up on anything, its mostly Club and foundation stuff. All I wanted when I got home was food and sleep, and only going out to tow. This time of the year , I'm about as moody as 12 women going through their monthly. Its called Christmas and events like Monday going over things from Mom & Dad didn't help none. Unlike so many people and for this I'm very blessed , but our family was extremely close. Oh sure there was gifts tremendously gave, but it was the not so store bought gifts. There was things we did, from the horse a sleigh rides on the farm, making gingerbread houses, reading of scriptures, the list goes on, but we had magic that was only exceeded by the love we had in that big house. And might I say , yes I truly miss those Christmas's and all. What makes it worse is the General JaXson is have troubles due to weather and delayed service that I should have done months ago, so can't go see my son for the holidays in Pocatello or other kin in Grace, and immediate area. Yea the Club is around to ease the pain, and many years, I'd just go get laid and eat at Sills Cafe in Layton, that's in Utah, and get so drunk I'd pass out and not awaken until the day after new Year. 
Of course, living in Twin Falls Idaho, a few years ago, I'd go over by invitation to Charlies, and eat, watch a game or two, and while it was blood kin, I felt part of a family. Charlie is not a seriously religious man on the outside, but I swear Charlie can walk on water. He gives so much to so many people , if there's a real community crisis in Twin Falls or that area, Charlie is the first to open his wallet. Charlie gives people jobs , that no body else would hire most of those that work for him. He's brash and acts like a drill instructor on one side , but someone you can depend on when times are tough.
Its these reasons, and tons more that outside of a very limited few, not limited by my choice, but theirs, that I'm very moody, and most days, just want to be left alone, kind of like the injured wolf, leave me alone so I can go off and lick my wounds, and I'll be okay. It's why when my lady calls, there's times , I just flat don't want to talk. Its not just her its most anyone. Once Christmas and all the commercial part of it is over I'll be okay, again at least till memorial day. 
Until Menyanna